Feeling quite peevish this morning. Not even a dicky bird from S and am increasingly confident will not hear from him. Meanwhile the fam will, I'm sure, be rejoicing. They don't approve of anyone that doesn't fit within their narrow framwork: judge then love. Mom won't even speak to me about S when I bring him up but when sis's man desecrates her neck with hickies the size of Texas she, mom, doesn't care! The injustice of it all is absurd. Am convinced I'll have to move far away to be the person I want to be. Boredom w/ job has reached ultimate high, however am up to snuff on current events and spanish is improving in leaps and bounds.