S has not called since June 11th. Pouting big time. 60% of me thinks he'll call once he's back in town, the other 40% thinks he has exited my charmed life as quickly as he entered it. Adding to my misery, KS is in Mexico for the week and thus leaving me more bored and lonely at work than usual. Meanwhile I can see my life slipping away minute by precious minute as I sit at this desk unmotivated, unchallenged and desperately searching for the next step yet not having the slightest idea where to look. If only I weren't so damn talented and brilliant (not to mention humble) at everything I do; that would at least help narrow my options...
Last night I enjoyed cigar, thanks to S., and a glass of scotch on the rocks while watching the stars come out. While very relaxing it was absolutely useless in making headway discerning a future career path . KB is hiring exec. assist. which I would be perfect for were it not for all the personal crap. Argh.